me and my hubby

me and my hubby

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Friday, February 26, 2010

I hate computer viruses!!!

Ugh!! I hate computer viruses. This is the first time this week that I've been able to get on my computer without having a slew of problems. Last night when my hubby was helping me figure out what was going wrong, he was talking about backing everything to an external hardrive and re-installing everything on my computer, I was freaking out! My life is on this computer. This is when you have a love/hate relationship with technology.

On the weight loss front, that has been sucking big time too! These last couple of weeks have been pretty emotional for me for a few different reasons and I'm finding it really hard to care about what goes in my mouth. I don't want to revert back to my old habits, so I'm trying to care but sometimes it's super hard. I'm hoping at this next weigh in to be at least maintaining my current weight loss. Next month is going to be better...it really is!!! One of the things I decided that I need to do that really would help is to blog every day. I find that if I'm doing poorly, I'll avoid my blog, and other people's blogs because I don't want to hear it, see it, deal with it, etc. If I get on my blog everyday and look at other's blogs it really is more of an encouragement thing for me. I have a feeling that if I want to get over this slump I'll have to spend some serious time trying to get my head back in the right place.

Sorry, this post has turned into one big fat rant. I apologize, but really needed to get that out of my system. Trying to purge the bad out so I can concentrate on what needs to happen now. Good luck to everyone out there. I can't wait to see everyone's progress at this weigh in - I'm sure it will help kick start my butt into gear!!!

3 comments:

Amanda said...

Blogging everyday is what helps keep me in check. It is time consuming...and I am not great at it...but when I am consistent I do really well on the life change.

Unknown said...

You CAN do it. As time goes by you'll find a way to balance feeling BLAH inside but still doing the right thing for your physical and emotional health. It will make you feel TONS better emotionally knowing at least you have control over your physical body if nothing else. Your mind controls your body so make your mind strong. You are doing a great job. Just don't give in to the temptation of being lazy. It is so hard, but you have it in you, I know it! Good luck!!!

Karilynn said...

I agree.. When I'm not blogging it's usually because I'm not DOING what I need to do and I don't want to have to let everyone know I'm slacking. Life is crazy but that's why we are all here. To learn how to deal with it without punishing ourselves. Maintaining your loss from last month would be fantastic. And next month.. you can refocus! GOOD LUCK!